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Post by Katya Kanazaki on Mar 26, 2017 19:00:20 GMT
精神病の愛 You knew the game and played it, it kills to know that you have been defeated, I see the wires pulling while you're breathing. WORDS count here NOTES say something nice | On lone afternoons like these is what Kat craved for. The chance to just laze about as rays of sunlight beaded down, siphoning through the thick glass windows. Unhindered by the raised blinds. For once she was allowing sunlight to stream into her room. From the looks of it outside, where the flora lazily followed a gust of breeze. It actually looked nice to be out. But Katya didn’t bother picking up a jacket, or leaving the warm comforts of her comforter. Snugged up in the fabric as she was, with the clothe bunched up around her form. Her laptop stood right beside her, streaming a show on youtube about a gamer she liked playing a quick playthrough of the mmo she’s been busying herself on since the last few weeks.
Plus her gaming console alongside the charging VR helmet was over there by her desk, trying to refill the battery life she expended playing for a few hours. Afternoon like these when she found no reason to leave her room is when she can allow peace to massage the stress out of her mind.
Lessons, having to deal with people on a daily basis… and well having to deal with all the stuff men usually do in the comforts of their dorms. That included seeing a few of them walking in their towels right outside the corridor. She often reminded herself to get use to it, but the child was still a female. Despite masquerading as a male these past few weeks. After week two she stopped questioning her choice. Deciding to merely follow the flow was the best she could do right now. A yawn bubbled from the girl’s pale lips, bringing upon her hand to cover her mouth on instinct. Eyes still concentrating on the images flowing out from her computer. So that’s how it was… that blasted dungeon that gave her such a headache. She held back the urge to slap her forehead. Instead she ran a hand through her short locks, ruffling it in a mix of frustration and exasperation. The mini her within her brain already busied itself by drawing a comical ‘hit head here’ sign on a piece of paper in which it proceeded to do just that. Slam its head on the ground right on that piece of paper. Sadly it was a luxury Kat refuse to allow herself in the real world. Instead she merely curled on her bed, bringing her blankets closer to her form while she watched.
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Post by Akio Kingston on Mar 26, 2017 19:35:17 GMT
Akio did like his cousins, he spent a month in their company whilst he was in Japan. He had spent most of the time training, but he still got to know his cousins relatively well given how long they'd known each other. He was most fond of Lily but he liked Kat too, she was a cool girl.
He did miss them really, so needless to say he was surprised to see a guy around the dorms who had a similar face and a very similar voice. At first, he wasn't sure, but it was too big a coincidence surely. The same name, very similar face and a familiar voice. Plus a similar personality from what he'd seen. He had to be sure though.
He'd asked a friend which room Katya was staying in. Not wanting to blow her secret if she was indeed the same Katya, Akio knocked the door and spoke Japanese as most people didn't
"Yo Kitty Kat, it's your cousin Akio. Sup Gurl"
He did wonder how Kat would react to him suddenly turning up, actually, he wondered if she remembered him at all. It had been a few years, but they had spent a month together and he hoped he left at least some impression on her. Tag: Katya Kanazaki GREY!
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Post by Katya Kanazaki on Mar 26, 2017 20:16:00 GMT
精神病の愛 You knew the game and played it, it kills to know that you have been defeated, I see the wires pulling while you're breathing. WORDS count here NOTES say something nice | Twitch…twitch….
Went a small vein pounding on her temple. Followed by her eyebrow twitching along as if it developed a twitch from hearing a voice pound through the door. A knock followed suit, echoing at the same time when the video she was watching got to the part she was having troubles in. If she pretending she didn’t hear him… now crawling further into a cocoon within her bed. Then maybe it’s not real. That the same familiar voice wasn’t echoing right out of her dorm room.
Though…what really got her up, bolting up on her bed, untangling herself from the warm embrace of her duvet was that…he called her a girl. Japanese or not she wasn’t about to risk her sanity explaining why someone called her a girl. The struggle with her blankets almost caused her laptop to tilt backwards. Which she quickly caught before it tilted down her bed. That laptop was like her child, she couldn’t stomach the idea of it breaking just because she wasn’t careful. Once her precious laptop was secure, did she force herself to crawl off her bed. A lingering look comically broke through the child’s neutral façade until she sighed. There was no going back on this… Mustering up the motivation, she turned the knob, pulling back the door to let an annoyed frown to crease her lips. “….I’m…not a cat.” She mumbled, blue orbs drifted towards the male standing at the other side.
Then it registered… Wasn’t this the same guy he saw flirting with a few boys right in the common rooms a few times. And the same guy she saw on occasion leave the door right next to her dorm room. She blinked, once and then twice. Before she hesitatingly spoke out. “Akio….?” The same cousin whom was addicted to his studies in martial arts?... she couldn’t believe it. The same one whom she was damn sure was attending some posh academy back in England but instead was here right infront of her. Then it clicked in, and then she merely reached up, her hand couldn’t exactly grip his collar because of her short stature but it was enough to grip his shirt. Without even thinking she dragged him inside her room right before shutting the door with a slam. “Must you call me a girl in the middle of the corridors of all places?” She asked, half tempted to hiss at him as an angry cat would but held back the urge to do so.
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Post by Akio Kingston on Mar 26, 2017 21:02:41 GMT
Ah, she still responded the same way she used to to the nickname, Akio was becoming increasingly sure of his suspicions. The fact she knew his name didn't really add much to his suspicions, a lot of people knew him and they did live very close to one another. He had made quite the name for himself over the past few years.
He put up no resistance as he was dragged into Kat's room and put on a slightly camp voice as he made light of the whole thing, and ignoring Kat's apparent complaint
"Oh mai, dragging me into your room. I know I can be a queen at times but I'm not the Queen. I'm not interested in my cousins"
It was partly as a genuine joke, but a bigger part of what he said it was a trap. Depending on how he or she reacted would confirm if Katya was indeed his cousin and actually a girl. He wouldn't spill her secret of course, but he genuinely wanted to know. Kat and Lily were some of the first people to make him feel happy, and allowed him to relax a little even amidst all his training.
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Post by Katya Kanazaki on Mar 26, 2017 22:06:06 GMT
精神病の愛 You knew the game and played it, it kills to know that you have been defeated, I see the wires pulling while you're breathing. WORDS count here NOTES say something nice | Couldn’t he?....Drag his brain out of the gutter? The thought came just as fast to her as he spoke. She blinked again. Trying to process the idea that she just reacted recklessly in dragging a person who at first she wasn’t so sure if it was his cousin. But now… hearing the same voice now laced with new found confidence mixed in with an unhealthy amount of sass in there. She knew how to identify sass when she hears it.
She used the same line more often than she cared to remember while she was working as an idol. Arise was supposed to be her complete opposite. She thought bitterness lacing her thoughts. Drenching it with that vile bitterness that made her tongue cringe. That was all in the past now though, she wasn’t so sure whether she’s able to return… whether her sanity could handle it again without doing a repeat of what she almost did.
She should have though…she nearly laughed at the idea. If she had then they wouldn’t be having this conversation. “….I see your brain is still firmly connected to the gutter, so much for the person whom was quite addicted in breaking practice dummies..” She remarked, sarcasm lightly danced through her lips, barely masking the words slipping out of her mouth. She meant it in a casual way but the child’s humour has long since faded. “And I didn’t know you considered yourself as a queen…you sure you don’t want to be a drag mannequin? I think I can dress you up if that’s what you’re after.”
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Post by Akio Kingston on Mar 27, 2017 6:47:45 GMT
Akio wore a mischievous, cat like grin when the comment about his brain being in the gutter was made. For two reasons really, the first was because Katya was admitting they already knew each other which meant she was indeed the Katya he remembered. The second reason was just a bit of immature sass at being called out.
He laughed at the quip back too, when did Katya get so sassy? Not that it mattered. Akio reached forwards to give Katya a gentle, affectionate, hug. His hand patted her back as his voice seemed to lose its sass for once
"I'm just glad to see you again Kat, it's been a long time"
He genuinely meant it, but it didn't mean that Kat would get through this unteased. Oh no, she was not so fortunate. After he broke away he said a cheeky
"Shame really, you made a cute guy and I would have tried to sleep with you if you weren't my cousin So convenient being more or less next door too"
He sighed as if he was disappointed at missing out on the opportunity, but he was honestly just happy with being able to see his cousin again. It was a shame that Lily wasn't about though.
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Post by Katya Kanazaki on Mar 27, 2017 18:09:01 GMT
精神病の愛 You knew the game and played it, it kills to know that you have been defeated, I see the wires pulling while you're breathing. WORDS count here NOTES say something nice | The past huh? An image flashed within her mind. To happy days when three children got to relax during the heat of summer. Lily often finding ways to tackle him to the ground or conning him into giving her piggy back rides through the lush grounds. Katya often stayed back, content to merely watch the duo horse around while at the same time sketching them. Back in the days where innocence veiled over them like a mother’s embrace. Shielding them from the worse of the world offered. She wished she could enjoy those days again instead of reminiscing them through memories. But that was impossible, what small solace she gains was only temporary.
Blue eyes blinked, registering the arms now wrapped around her form. A pat came to her back as her brain made equal work in registering his words. Oh yeah… Cousins. They were family, as much as she wanted to punch the guy for his sass. He was still family, Lily would not be happy anyway if she did hit her favourite sunshine. She wondered if he even knew what happened. Why he wasn’t talking to Lily right now… Why her shadow wasn’t there to brighten their days. Katya tried pushing away the thoughts and instead focus on his words. “It’s… only been five years or so…” She child tilted her head, innocent gleam dotted her orbs as she stared at him.
“…Though a quick email or two would have been nice…” She grumbled, being faint enough that he needed to actually strain his ears to listen. She didn’t put it against him thought. Life was like that, a big bucket of mess that needed to be sorted out.
The way how his voice sounded at the end though… it brought back the image of a small boy training seriously at the backyard palace of the emperor. Still the same… serious baka despite the growthspurt….
He grew tall, a twitch pounded on her temple which only added to his coming comment about her looking good as a guy. He just…flirted with her too. Her mouth nearly dropped, trying to register his words until her cheeks flared red. “The heck!?” She yelped, jumping a back a few steps away from him. There goes her carefully crafted blank façade. “I’ll just ignore the comment about trying to bed your own cousin…” She sent him a small half hearted glare. Releasing a huff she sighed softly now trying to calm down the glowing tomato color on her cheeks. “Seriously… that cheekiness of yours is going to get you rape one of these days.” Muttered the child as she massaged her temple.
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Post by Akio Kingston on Mar 29, 2017 14:49:08 GMT
Akio smiled to himself rather innocently for once as he was hugging Kat, seemed she wasn't denying it anymore given she probably knew it was fairly obvious. Shame about Lily, he wished she was here now and he did hold some resentment towards the sister's mother.
That didn't stop him being a sass master, he laughed out loud at Kat's reaction, it was so cute. That sass though, Akio was surprised Kat would say something so bold but it only made him laugh more. He pulled himself together quick enough though and made light of the comment
"I think we both know I'd consent to more or less anybody so it'd be quite difficult for that to happen. Plus if I flirt with them I am hoping for something to happen, and I could smash a bone in one punch if they did do something I didn't want them to"
It was true enough, he was pretty sure Kat was only joking but he hoped she would see the funny side of his cheekiness.
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Post by Katya Kanazaki on Mar 29, 2017 23:11:36 GMT
精神病の愛 You knew the game and played it, it kills to know that you have been defeated, I see the wires pulling while you're breathing. WORDS count here NOTES say something nice | Shameless… absolutely shameless. Katya felt the throb of a coming headache threatening to break through her barriers alongside with the settling disbelief of actually having family around in the school. She wasn’t fully alone here. Over and over again it repeated the words constantly on her mind until it finally sunk into her system. This wasn’t a dream she could just shake her head out of, he was here…. Living and breathing, out to cause her the biggest known headache of her short life.
He’s already began that plan… Kat kept the urge to roll her eyes down when Akio started talking again. Really, he tossed her sass back to her. Suppose she should have expected him to repay her in kind for the same sharp retort she tossed his way. “…Sorry but I’m rather new… haven’t had time to fully digest all the rumours going about. But if you’re really after that kind of game, then by all means. Though I do request to be exempted from that list. It…feels rather wrong sleeping with relatives don’t you think?” She sniped.
“…Like you almost broke your ninja instructor’s back?” She asked, tilting her head. She meant no offense though. More like stating facts out of anything. “Your still quite the cheek…” The girl finally let out a sigh, dry humour coating her tone before she flopped by her bed. “Make yourself at home anyway….”
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Post by Akio Kingston on Apr 2, 2017 11:46:26 GMT
Akio couldn't help but laugh, he would sass his relative but he'd never sleep with them. Not that there was any need to make this fact clearer, it could be funny. He squinted at Kat when she mentioned the instructor though, he wasn't sure how she'd found out but he didn't appreciate it being brought up at all. The sass that was previously oozing had been replaced with a slight undertone of venom for a few seconds.
He took a deep breath and closed his eyes, calming down and pushing the guilt back down inside him. A smile soon returned to his face as he sat on Kat's bed and asked a serious question for once "How have you been since we last met anyway? It's been a while" he was a good kid at heart after all.
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Post by Katya Kanazaki on Apr 4, 2017 23:57:32 GMT
精神病の愛 You knew the game and played it, it kills to know that you have been defeated, I see the wires pulling while you're breathing. WORDS count here NOTES say something nice | Katya quickly figured that was the wrong thing to say to her cousin. She caught a flicker of guilt flash through his eyes as his expression morphed into a frown before he pushed it back. The girl had to hold back her own cringe from showing through her mask. She hadn’t meant to say that. A slip of the tongue. But that excuse has long been overused. This time though that’s what it was, she wasn’t proud of it. She allowed something to slip past her guard and now she was mentally berating herself for the blunder.
She hadn’t really understood how bad it affected him. She just found out from Ty a few years back then again, her understanding towards these things were slim at best. But to see the guilt across his face followed by the warning glance he tossed her. Almost made her own guilt grow by the look alone.
“Sorry…” She mumbled softly. Normally she knew how to keep her tongue. How to hold it back before letting it tear a person in half. Akio was her cousin though…she should have known better control than to let her own gripe take a bite at family. “Didn’t mean that… just…forget I mention anything of the sort.” Sighed the child. Averting her gave away from his form. She brought it over to the window. Suddenly the outside world looked appealing to her. If only to avoid glancing at the those guilt driven orbs.
But fate wouldn’t allow her. She heard the faint squeak of the mattress bending under his weight. His voice sounded again. By then she managed to calm down her nerves to look back at him. How was she?... She wanted to laugh at that, giggle at it more or less. He didn’t know… father never told them… if there was a time she wanted to hug the man now was it. If he knew…she nearly bit down on her lip in worry. She was damn sure Akio was going to explode. “Just fine…” She automatically said. Just fine…became her automatic response despite her feeling far from it. This was her battle though, she wasn’t going to involve anyone else. “….You need to mail more… or visit.”
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Post by Akio Kingston on Apr 7, 2017 15:05:13 GMT
Akio's mind glossed over Katya's apology, what happened happened and they couldn't change it. She didn't mean any real harm by it so he'd just pretend it never happened, it was for the best.
He knew what had happened with Lily so the last thing she needed was for a family member to turn against her when she'd almost lost one. A forced smile became apparent on Akio's face when Kat said she was just fine. He wrapped his arm around Kat's shoulders and pulled her in slightly, his voice quite soft
"Sorry about that, life can get pretty crazy at times but I'm here for you now. You don't have to put on a brave face with me, you can be yourself and let out what you need to"
Knowing Kat's family, she probably didn't have anybody she felt she could just offload to emotionally and Akio knew better than most that bottling up emotions slowly killed you inside.
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Post by Katya Kanazaki on Apr 8, 2017 1:15:30 GMT
精神病の愛 You knew the game and played it, it kills to know that you have been defeated, I see the wires pulling while you're breathing. WORDS count here NOTES say something nice | A shoulder to cry on huh? Kat barely let the though slip into her mind. Barely allowed it to still the plethora of other thoughts from running through her head. His words had merit, he was after all a family member. But… something held her back from fully reaching out a hand to him. Screaming out she wanted to believe his words but she held it back. Looking up at him now, it was almost like another image flashed through her mind. This time, with his expression turned into the same worried frown she kept on seeing form on her father’s face every time she had to spend a few weeks at the hospital. The look never changed…. Only the faces that held it. From her sister then to her brother. If it wasn’t that expression it was the look of pity replacing it. Her hand clenched, nails biting down into the skin of her palms until she loosened her hold.
She cant… she can’t say it. Kat pushed back the urge to chuckle at the irony. Was she worrying him too now? Her eyes gaze back to the window, watching as the flora shifted with the coming breeze. Gently flowing, with a few leafy passengers riding on its invisible coat tails. Like hands gently coaxing a few of the stray leaves to follow its hum like old peter piper did with the rats.
She won’t cry anymore. Tears hadn’t helped her life she doubted it will. She closed her eyes as she took a calming breath before she turned back to her cousin. But the man had other plans. Katya barely moved when she felt his wrapped around her tiny form, pulling her into a thick embrace. The girl flinched at the touch before she forced it back down. It’s been so long since she entertained the idea of having close contact with anyone. Physical contact wasn’t one of her favourite experiences. That was Lily’s domain not hers. Still… she paused. Weighing in her response she merely sighed. She might not be a physical affectionate but the man was still family. “You worry too much…Really I’m fine… but I’ll take your offer when things get too much…” She said, smiling wryly at him. Behind her own smile the child she briefly thought of his reaction. If she did tell him…would he stare the same line of thinking as Ty did and treat her as if she was a fragile piece of glass or… treat her as a normal person while maintaining the same smile he held. No… she shook off the thought. She wouldn’t risk it. She didn’t want to add more to his plate. Plus… she enjoyed seeing how carefree he grew into.
“…That’s life isn’t it? No matter what it throws at the world wont stop to pick you back up if you fall.” Sighed the child, a small smile briefly graced her lips. More out of the irony than her finding it amusing. “But hey, I’ll stick around I guess…”
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Post by Akio Kingston on May 4, 2017 12:46:43 GMT
Akio smiled faintly when Katya first spoke, he knew what it was like having nobody to talk to. He also knew that having somebody to talk to and rely on would help deal thing even if it often felt like the last thing you want to do.
He rubbed her back and thought to himself, it was quite fitting that he who once went through pain is now having the opportunity to be there for another. A thought crossed his mind as Katya continued to speak
"You're right, life is not so kind as to pick you back up after it knocks you down. No, that's what people are for. Now I'm here I'll be there to catch you when life knocks you down"
He hoped his words would sooth Katya's state of mind. It's weird how it was also soothing his own mind. He guessed it was true that helping others helped you. Tag: Katya Kanazaki GREY!
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Post by Katya Kanazaki on May 6, 2017 11:11:43 GMT
精神病の愛 You knew the game and played it, it kills to know that you have been defeated, I see the wires pulling while you're breathing. WORDS count here NOTES say something nice | If only doing came as easy as saying it. The young girl mused over, sending a hesitant glance back to her cousin when she felt his hand rubbed against her back. He often did knew how to calm her down with either his presence or mere actions just like her two siblings. Which is why she often found it hard to hide certain things from a few select family members. If it hadn’t been for the constant reminders of its importance, long drawled whispers from her own pride she doubted she would have lasted long without merely breaking.
She couldn’t break… she’s been fighting this battle long enough to handle her own issues. Far away from their eyes. They had their own worries, came the thought. Whispering on her mind. Akio had his own issues to deal with. Adding more to his plate… she cringed when an image of her sister came to mind.
A face etched in nothing but worry… she dispelled the thought. Steeling her own resolved, she wanted their last image of her to be the same kid they grew up with. Instead of… her thoughts drifted. Forming a knot within the pit of her stomach as she tried to steer her mind clear of those thoughts. It was bound to happen sooner or later, she knew she wouldn’t last long but at the very least she wanted to preserve some semblance of happiness for them. “Pick me up huh?... Just don’t fall as well.” She tried to smirk. Was it selfish of her to want to be forgotten so they wouldn’t mourn too much?
Shaking off the thought she pushed the dark ones back to the corner of her mind. Shifting her own mindset away from the darker parts of her own secrets. “I’ll try to hold you out on that, though might be a good idea to cut out the depressing stuff eh? We aren’t attending a funeral.” She quipped. She had been trying to cut back on her brand of dark humor but from time to time it does pop up.
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