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Post by James Williams on Aug 10, 2017 18:37:22 GMT
Ah milk and sugar, he guessed that suited such a sweet boy. Oh lord his thoughts were so cheesy, he cursed his own brain for being so sweet and innocent at times like this.
James sipped his drink as Zen said his classes were okay, he wasn't quite sure what to say but he did get homework today so maybe Zen did too? He shone a slightly awkward but sweet smile to Zen
"Fancy doing some homework together? You don't have to, but it might be easier if we work together"
It probably wasn't technically right, but it was fun to spend time with people, and it would help him learn. Hopefully there would be nothing wrong with that, right? Tag: Evzen Debray GREY!
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Post by Evzen Debray on Aug 12, 2017 17:11:59 GMT
the world is full of darkness. If Zen had been able to read minds he would likely have curled up and died of embarrassment at the vein in which James's thoughts were going. He had no idea how to take positive attention, let alone something so warm and emotive as this. Even unaware of James's thoughts he found himself flushing slightly at the unasked for kindness he was being given.
He sipped at his coffee, peering over the rim every few seconds at his host, befuddled brain searching for something to make small talk over or something. His rather muzzy thoughts came to a screeching halt at that sweet smile on the other boy's face. Zen swallowed a slightly too large gulp of coffee and nearly choked on it. At least now he could blame the redness of his face on the embarrassment of almost choking on coffee instead of whatever these confusing feelings really were.
"Oh, um" he stammered in reply to James once he had cleared his throat. "Sure, I mean, if you want to." His gaze flicked down into the half empty mug in his hands before returning to James. "I don't want to be a bother or anything and I know some people study better alone and I... I'm sorry," he said suddenly, expression slightly pained. "I'm rambling again I'll shut up." The tips of his ears burned with embarrassment.
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Post by James Williams on Aug 13, 2017 12:21:59 GMT
James blushed a little as Zen bushed, they were very cute when they got all shy and flustered. The word cute seemed to be entering his mind more and more as he spent more time with Zen, he guessed it was because he was yet he was so innocent and naive.
He smiled softly over at Zen, his voice even more caring than usual "It's okay, I don't ind it when you ramble it's cute" ah crap, he didn't mean to say that. His cheeks went a bright red as he looked at the empty mug then back to Zen
"M-more coffee?"
God he hoped his comment went unnoticed or was at least forgotten, he meant it but that didn't mean he didn't regret saying it because of how awkward he now felt, and how awkward Zen probably felt too. Tag: Evzen Debray GREY!
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Post by Evzen Debray on Aug 13, 2017 21:33:53 GMT
but it's just so your light can shine. Zen could tell his face was flushed and it wasn't from the heat of the coffee mug in his hands. James was also sporting some rather rosy cheeks and for some reason that made Zen feel all squirmy but in a good way. It made no freaking sense and the young man didn't know what to do with himself, especially now that he had drained the last of the contents of his mug.
An iron girder was suddenly dropped in front of his train of thought as Zen heard the quiet response James made. Cute? Him? What!? He nearly dropped the mug, his fingers gone suddenly clumsy and fidgety simultaneously.
He couldn't help smiling at that and, though somewhat unsure and uncomfortable, it was a genuine smile nonetheless. He stammered something; he wasn't quite sure what; for it was entirely incoherent but still somehow pleased and utterly baffled. Sense didn't quite return in time for him to reply properly to James's question but Zen held out the empty mug and nodded a couple times as he scrambled to collect his wits.
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Post by James Williams on Aug 15, 2017 8:08:26 GMT
A soft smile came across James's face, it seemed Zen did notice but he didn't seem to mind going by the smile on his face. Even if Zen was uncomfortable, it was probably because he wasn't used to being called cute.
James accepted the mug and started making another coffee, the kettle had just boiled so it was quick to make. James made sure to add more milk this time so Zen wouldn't burn himself.
James passed the cup over as he gestured towards his desk and bed "Take a seat wherever you like.... If we're doing homework together we should get comfy" he was visibly blushing and his voice sounded slightly awkward; he figured what he was saying was right though. Tag: Evzen Debray GREY!
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Post by Evzen Debray on Aug 22, 2017 16:10:57 GMT
but it's just so your light can shine. Cute was definitely not something Zen was used to being called. Ever. It took him quite by surprise but it was a pleasant kind of surprise if he was being honest. He didn't quite know why it made him so happy that James thought him cute but there was no arguing that it did. Before too long he managed to regain some semblance of composure, though he was still flushed and a bit bashful looking.
This time when James handed him a cup of coffee, Evzen was careful to wait a little before taking a sip. He murmured a quiet "thank you" and tilted his head slightly at the incitation to make himself comfortable.
"Oh," he said after a couple beats. "I should probably go get my stuff if I'm gonna be doing work here. Didn't bring anything with me since I was just going out for a pick-me-up walk and then you happened, well that happened and you saved me; I mean..." He trailed off again, cheeks flushing again. "Thanks," he added. "Again, for that I mean." Words finished for the moment he took the opportunity to hide behind his cup of coffee and take a long sip of the hot, but not scalding, drink.
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Post by James Williams on Aug 22, 2017 18:41:25 GMT
James's heart beat started to steady a little as Zen sipped his drink. Relax James, all you did was call a guy cute there was nothing wrong with that right? Definitely nothing to be shy about, it didn't mean you had to get married or anything. It was a bit too soon for that, but he was cute..... he couldn't help but wonder how Zen would look in a wedding suit, the mental image was cute to say the least.
He couldn't help but laugh awkwardly as he rubbed his neck as Zen's thanks "It's really no problem, they deserved it" he didn't say he'd missed his gym class because that'd make the poor guy feel guilty, and he really had no need to be.
He was a little worried they might try to jump Zen again once he was alone, James wasn't quite sure how to word it so he figured he should be a little subtle and a little blunt at the same time "Mind if I come along, just in case you know?" He'd also know where Zen's room was then.... the thought made his heart beat a little faster, the thought of knowing where somebody he called cue stayed. He could drp off surprise cupcakes one day!
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Post by Evzen Debray on Aug 25, 2017 17:47:48 GMT
but it's just so your light can shine. After draining approximately half the contents of his mug, Zen came up for air. He felt so nervous around James but it wasn't a fear kind of nervousness. He didn't know quite what to make of this strange feeling, or was a a mixture of different feelings? He didn't know what to do with them either way. It wasn't unpleasant though. It was just... kinda weird...
Evzen smiled a bit bashfully, warmed by James's kindness. He was surprised by the offer to accompany him but in a good way. His smile grew a little and he looked down at the half empty mug in his hands. "That'd... be nice," he said haltingly. He wasn't really afraid the jerks from before would actually assault him in the halls but he found himself not wanting to leave James's presence for a while. It was a good an excuse as any to have him join him as back up.
"I'm just down the hall, actually," he added with a shrug. "So it won't take but a minute." He thought about the condition of his room, however and flushed. "My room isn't as neat as yours though, I'm a little ashamed." He his behind the mug again as he drained the last of the coffee.
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Post by James Williams on Aug 26, 2017 20:47:50 GMT
James smiled warmly at Zen when he agreed, it wasn’t just that he agreed but how he had agreed. It was something different than a yes please, he said it’d be nice which meant Zen enjoyed his company. He was honestly very glad to hear this, as he was worried he may have been making the poor guy anxious.
Even better was the fact he was just down the hall. James laughed a little when Zen mentioned his room was a little messy “It’s fine dude, I enjoy cleaning and housework and I know most people aren’t the same. I don’t mind helping you tidy up if you’d like me to” he didn’t mind, and it was an excuse to socialise with his new friend, whilst also helping him out a bit.
James would make his way to the door once he finished his own drink, holding it open for Zen to go first. He’d follow after Zen quietly, and politely two steps behind the whole way to give him a little bit of space. Zen seemed like the sort of guy who valued his personal space, if only for the purpose of avoiding anxiety. James could respect that in a person.
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Post by Evzen Debray on Sept 17, 2017 17:58:48 GMT
but it's just so your light can shine. Anxious Zen might be, but it was no fault of James's. It wasn't a bad sort of anxiety just now, to be honest. A fizzy sort of nervous, but excited, anxiety that Zen had no previous experience with was zinging through his veins. It made him feel strange; but not in the the bad kind of strange way his usual anxiety did. Whether or not it was because of something to do with James or just another fun and exciting adventure with sleep deprivation, Zen wasn't sure. He was pretty used to rolling with things thus far, however, and intended to keep doing so.
He chuckled a little at that response, looking bashful. "Yeah well..." he mumbled, not really sure where he was going with that particular thought. He dropped it instead of trying to untangle the rats nest of his thoughts and left it at that, setting the now empty mug down. "Guess we can just... er..." He trailed off, unsure, with a vague hand motion at the door before tentatively getting up and heading to it. He glanced over his shoulder as he touched the door knob and couldn't help the bright little smile that flashed across his face as he saw James in close attendance.
Zen lead James down the hall a little to his own door, which he deftly unlocked and swung it open to allow the other boy entrance. Inside, the room wasn't half bad, all things considered. His floor was free of clothes, though his usual school shoes were haphazardly left next to the closet instead of in it. His bed wasn't pristinely made but the blankets were at least neatened up from the snarled nest they inevitably became whenever Zen had to claw his way out of someone else's dreams. There was a little clutter here and there but nothing worth being embarrassed over. Even so, the tips of his ears turned slightly pink and he mumbled a brief, "Sorry for the kinda mess. Comparatively."
With a nervous half smile, he quickly gathered up the few things he had removed from his backpack and bundled everything back in before returning to James.
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Post by James Williams on Oct 6, 2017 23:54:11 GMT
James moved the empty cup into the sink ready to wash up, he did it automatically and he didn't mind when other people didn't do it. He was also fighting the urge to ruffle Evzen's hair again, it was cute how messy it was. He could only imagine how cute a bed head would look if it was any different to his normal hair.
He followed Zen down the corridor to the other's room. When he looked inside he smiled softly and gently rubbed Zen's shoulder to set him at ease "It's fine dude, nothing to be embarrassed about" Whilst Zen was getting his stuff, James very quickly made up Zen's bed in the blink of an eye. He was truly expert at making beds. James grinned with a very faint tint of red on his cheeks "Sorry" he wasn't sure why he was apologising, he guessed he was just being British and worrying he may have intruded space.
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Post by Evzen Debray on Oct 7, 2017 17:15:32 GMT
but it's just so your light can shine. Zen felt a pang of guilt as James efficiently took care of his mug. He should have done that. That's what good guests did, right? Well it was too late now. All he could do about it was give the other boy a sheepish and apologetic smile, so that's just what he did. At least James didn't seem put out by it or anything. That would have mortified Zen.
But they made it to his room without the thread of mortification so everything was alright. The gentle touch on his shoulder warmed Zen in a new and wonderful way. It gave him a fluttery feeling in his stomach and he couldn't help the soft smile that spread across his face even as he lingered momentarily to relish that slight contact. "Thanks," he murmured, though whether it was for the reassurance, the touch, or both was unclear.
As he grabbed his study materials he saw James throwing his bed into considerably better order than he had done and with much more efficiency. "Oh," he said hurriedly. "You don't need to... well you didn't need to do that, I guess." He flashed another sheepish smile. "Sorry... Thanks though." Then as an after thought he asked, "Should I bring snacks since you've got drinks?"
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Post by James Williams on Oct 7, 2017 19:44:33 GMT
A warm sensation filled James when Zen thanked him, for some reason it truly warmed his heart. He wasn't sure what the thanks was for exactly, but he did notice that Zen wasn't jumpy like he was before. The fact Zen's instinct to be jumpy wasn't active reassured James that Zen was comfortable, and honestly that is what he was going for after what happened to the guy.
James laughed awkwardly when Zen said he didn't have to do the bed, he found his cheeks blushing a faint red as he rubbed his neck. He felt a little bad doing it now for some reason, in case he made Zen feel bad about it not already been properly made or something.
He eagerly nodded when Zen asked about food "That'd be great thanks Zen, do you need a hand carrying them?" He couldn't help but offer some assistance. He probably wouldn't have many snacks though, his diet was quite tightly controlled. His tight diet was the reason why he was in such great shape. Tag: Evzen Debray GREY!
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